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Paul’s Tireless Commitment: A Model for Ministry

The story of Paul inspires me. He was a man who appeared to jump into situations that promised pain with so much enthusiasm. Even when he knew he would be bound in Jerusalem, he did not hesitate to go. He was willing to die for Jesus. I would say that time was something Paul invested so greatly in God, and if our life consists of moments in time, then Paul invested his entire life. If you’re wondering who to look up to as an example of a man who laid down his life wholeheartedly for Jesus, look no further because that person would be Paul.

Paul often preached from morning till night (Acts 28:23, Acts 20:7). He also preached daily without fail for years. He had a strong work ethic, motivated by the Spirit of God to work tirelessly. Acts 19:9 tells us how he held discussions every day in the lecture hall of Tyrannus. For Paul, there was no thought of taking time off; he was fully committed to spreading the gospel.

I also think about the many disappointments he must have experienced. He and Barnabas were called out in Antioch to do the work that God had commanded, which was to preach the gospel to both Jews and Gentiles. Together, they traveled to multiple cities—Cyprus, Pisidian Antioch, Iconium, Lystra, and Derbe—before returning to Antioch.

I imagine the close friendship they shared and the comfort and encouragement they must have brought to each other’s lives. The sharp disagreement over whether to take John Mark on their missionary journey must have taken an emotional toll, yet Paul pressed on. Friendless or not, Jesus was his goal.

Here was a man who experienced imprisonment and rescue from imprisonment, beatings, and being saved from beatings, so he knew any of these things could happen at any time. God could save or choose to allow him to endure suffering. This is why we hear him say in Philippians 4:11 that he had learned to be content in every circumstance. Paul knew what it meant to have his life in God’s hands, steered by God’s will. He understood that life could change at any moment, but with an unchanging God, he remained secure.

God did not leave Paul without encouragement. As a man who encouraged others greatly (Acts 14:22, Acts 20:1), God also encouraged Paul. God would often speak to him, telling him not to be afraid and to keep proclaiming the gospel (Acts 18:9-10, Acts 23:11). This proves that whatever a man sows, he will reap.

Paul’s ministry exemplifies the importance of holding onto the things of this earth with a loose grip. Our circumstances can change at any time; our friends, even our best friends and closest ministry partners, can leave us at any moment. We might even face jealousy from others when we have influence. Paul certainly did, as seen in Acts 13:44-45 when the Jews in Pisidian Antioch grew jealous after seeing nearly the whole city come to hear Paul and Barnabas preach the word of God.

We might become disillusioned, and our hearts might be tempted to give up, but if Paul could do it with the same Holy Spirit and grace of God, then so can we. When Paul said in Philippians 4:13 that he could do all things through Christ who strengthened him, he meant it because his life was a living testimony of that strength only Christ can give. That strength is available to us today, and I pray that we have the courage to ask for it and wait to receive it, for with it, we will be unstoppable as ministers of Christ.

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What to do when it feels as if God is silent

To be a Christian is the most authentic way to be.

It fully expresses what it means to follow Jesus, and following Him is challenging. If it were easy, Jesus wouldn’t have said “take up your cross and follow me”. A cross is heavy. A cross is not an accessory to hold on to quickly as you go shopping for groceries. A cross requires great thought and strategy to handle especially when you’re meant to be holding on to it every second of every day for all your life. Yet, in God’s estimations this yoke is easy. In fact, it is the very thing to be holding on to when you are weary.

Matthew 11:28-29 says “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. God’s ways are truly not like ours.

If you’ve received salvation and agreed to take this yoke, you’ve likely experienced moments of joy where you feel anointed with incomparable gladness. Like David, you rejoice because you have God. You marvel that a great God would love you so much that He gave His most valuable Son to be crucified. In those moments, you count your blessings and sing songs of praise, realizing that with God, you have everything, and nothing else matters.

But then, something happens—a prayer goes unanswered for a long time, and hope begins to fade after holding on for so long. After repeating the same prayers and commanding yourself to rejoice in the Lord, you feel worn out. You may even want to give yourself a break from hope, because hope is hard work.

Deep down, though, you know you can’t stay in despair for too long. Satan waits to devour, and if you’ve lived long enough, you know you can’t let him steal any more from you. You realize you can’t remain defenseless, allowing his devils to find a place within you.

What then do you do because whatever it is, you need to do it fast? The answer still lies in remembrance. It lies in speaking to yourself the truth of the situation. What then is the truth you need to remember? The truth of the benefits in Christ are listed in Psalm 103:

2 Praise the Lord, my soul,
and forget not all his benefits—
3 who forgives all your sins
and heals all your diseases,
4 who redeems your life from the pit
and crowns you with love and compassion,
5 who satisfies your desires with good things
so that your youth is renewed like the eagle’s.

When your strength fails and even moving your lips feels impossible, focus on His benefits. Meditate on them until they fill your heart, and speak them aloud, even if it feels mechanical at first. God longs to help us more than we can imagine. His grace is abundant, and He knows exactly how to give it.

God tells us to commit our work to Him, and He will establish our path (Proverbs 16:3). Offering sacrificial thanksgiving is the work we give to God, and it starts with whatever we have. Once we begin, He takes over, providing the grace we need to pray. The spirit of prayer descends on those who step out in praise.

Prayer: Lord Jesus, help me to remember your benefits in my life when everything feels clouded and dull. Help me to appreciate once more the gift of my salvation which came at a great cost to you. Open my eyes and hearts to your love once more and make me an instrument of praise once again, because I know it is your will that I praise you even right now and I know that through praise the mountains in front of me shall fall. Thank you for hearing me today and I know you have answered, in Jesus name. Amen.